Brain Dump

The Not-Quite-Ripe Plum, the Meat Truck, and the Dream of the Butcheress

Posted on July 16, 2008. Filed under: Brain Dump, Journaling | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , |

I bade my friend good-bye as I walked past the grocer’s loading dock, the carts of food left for trash for flaws of expiration dates, of cracks and dents, of irregulation and irreverence for the perfection held in such esteem by the forty-year-old manager unable to see past his automaton doors, his automaton life. Several [...]

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One of Those Rare Posts Where I’m NOT Feeling Sorry For Myself

Posted on June 21, 2008. Filed under: Brain Dump | Tags: , , , , , |

I think I pulled a muscle in my tear duct from the past six days of crying uncontrollably.
So I’m all cried out and trying to escape the heat, considering the fact that it’s over a hundred degrees here.
Fuck weather.
I like Liz Phair.
She and I get along.
Uncle Alvarez is dead.

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Sarcastic Purgatory

Posted on June 17, 2008. Filed under: Brain Dump | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , |

Honestly, I suck at life.
I thought I could be happy, selfless, compassionate, Christian stupid. I sucked at that. So then I decided I’d be a DGAF bitch. I sucked even more at that.
So now I’m stuck somewhere in the middle. Heaven don’t want me, Hell thinks I’m a poser. So now I’m stuck in the [...]

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To Hell With It

Posted on June 15, 2008. Filed under: Brain Dump | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , |

Sometimes, you just leave people and places behind.
I was standing in the shower a few days ago, and I decided I wasn’t going back to church. Ever.
I wish I could say why, but justifying it to myself is just going to hurt. One of the greatest things about humanity is how we can turn a [...]

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A Relapse Is Just A Second Chance At Recovery

Posted on June 11, 2008. Filed under: Brain Dump, Journaling | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , |

You know, it feels good to know you’re doing something right.
I know you aren’t supposed to let others define your self-worth, but that isn’t exactly easy when you’re a self-doubting adolescent surrounded by people constantly telling you what you’re doing wrong and never what you’ve done the right way. It creates this bubble of insecurity-you’re [...]

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